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Wednesday, April 20, 2005
helpful link
Mood:
 accident prone
Now Playing: DVD from with the lights out
Topic: Random
pixie page: youbrokeit.tripod.com/violetpixies/
im a little obbessed with two things:
takin pixies of myself
and the song Violet from Hole.
RANDOMNESS AGAIN!!
love, Queen of the flippin Universe
Selfish Word Blog By nirvana-zeppelin aka randi
at 5:15 PM YDT
its....
Mood:
accident prone
Now Playing: DVD from with the lights out
Topic: Random
4/20!!! happy national weed day!! blah! lol, randomness....anyways, schools been pretty boring, had subs most of the week. almost got into a fight, big surprise i know. i am now part of Andrew [Andy] klan for headbangers type of ppl. cool cool. i did some griffitie at school. i put 'grunge is not dead' on the side walk and on a sign and i also outlined some stuff and i wrote something else i just cant remember. that last time i wrote on something at school was on the wall in the girls bathroom in the cafe. cuz some girl wrote 'meg + phil' so i xed it out and basicly cusered the girl out. well, a few months later i talked to her n she was all right and yeah... i feel like an idiot for saying that. Well, hopefully Brandon and Chris [cool brandon that almost no one knows cuz he doesnt go to SMS and he is COOL] will come over and we'll make some mad music and go crazy. Im still looking for another bassist, any taker? blah...? some kid on my bus, whenever you ask a question, his awnser is 'meow'. i was totaly kidding round when i asked him if he had mental problems and he said 'meow'. i felt so so so SOO bad. well, thats what I get for being stupid i guess. Math is hard. which is funny cuz im really good in math. o, i asked benjii 'wats kickin' and he said his leg. i never thought of that until he told me and i was laughing really hard. there i go with the randomness again. ahh, its gettin to me! im gunna go before i explode. hey, that kinda rhymed!
..::i am not ghetto::..
love, Queen of the flippin Universe
Selfish Word Blog By nirvana-zeppelin aka randi
at 5:12 PM YDT
Jesus Of Suburbia
Mood:
 d'oh
Now Playing: Jesus Of Suburbia by Green Day
Topic: Random
"Jesus Of Suburbia"
[Part 1]
I'm the son of rage and love
The Jesus of suburbia
From the bible of none of the above
On a steady diet of soda pop and Ritalin
No one ever died for my sins in hell
As far as I can tell
At least the ones I got away with
And there's nothing wrong with me
This is how I'm supposed to be
In a land of make believe
That don't believe in me
Get my television fix sitting on my crucifix
The living room or my private womb
While the moms and brads are away
To fall in love and fall in debt
To alcohol and cigarettes and Mary Jane
To keep me insane and doing someone else's cocaine
And there's nothing wrong with me
This is how I'm supposed to be
In a land of make believe
That don't believe in me
[Part 2: City Of The Damned]
At the center of the Earth
In the parking lot
Of the 7-11 were I was taught
The motto was just a lie
It says home is where your heart is
But what a shame
Cause everyone's heart
Doesn't beat the same
It's beating out of time
City of the dead
At the end of another lost highway
Signs misleading to nowhere
City of the damned
Lost children with dirty faces today
No one really seems to care
I read the graffiti
In the bathroom stall
Like the holy scriptures of a shopping mall
And so it seemed to confess
It didn't say much
But it only confirmed that
The center of the earth
Is the end of the world
And I could really care less
City of the dead
At the end of another lost highway
Signs misleading to nowhere
City of the damned
Lost children with dirty faces today
No one really seems to careeeeee
[Part 3: I don't care]
I don't care if you don't
I don't care if you don't
I don't care if you don't care
[x4]
I don't careeeeeeeeee
Everyone is so full of shit
Born and raised by hypocrites
Hearts recycled but never saved
From the cradle to the grave
We are the kids of war and peace
From Anaheim to the middle east
We are the stories and disciples
Of the Jesus of suburbia
Land of make believe
And it don't believe in me
Land of make believe
And I don't believe
And I don't care!
I don't care! [x4]
[Part 4: Dearly beloved]
Dearly beloved are you listening?
I can't remember a word that you were saying
Are we demented or am I disturbed?
The space that's in between insane and insecure
Oh therapy, can you please fill the void?
Am I retarded or am I just overjoyed
Nobody's perfect and I stand accused
For lack of a better word, and that's my best excuse
[Part 5: Tales of another broken home]
To live and not to breathe
Is to die In tragedy
To run, to run away
To find what you believe
And I leave behind
This hurricane of fucking lies
I lost my faith to this
This town that don't exist
So I run
I run away
To the light of masochist
And I leave behind
This hurricane of fucking lies
And I walked this line
A million and one fucking times
But not this time
I don't feel any shame
I won't apologize
When there ain't nowhere you can go
Running away from pain
When you've been victimized
Tales from another broken home
You're leaving...
You're leaving...
You're leaving...
Ah you're leaving home...
**post from myspace**
Selfish Word Blog By nirvana-zeppelin aka randi
at 5:04 PM YDT
boys...
Mood:
 crushed out
Now Playing: Breed [demo] from Nirvana
Topic: Random
W0ULD Y0U...
[] go out with me?
[] give me your number?
[] kiss me?
[] let me kiss you?
[] watch a movie with me?
[] take me out to dinner?
[] drive me somewhere?
[] cut some rug with me?
[] take a shower with me?
[] be my bf/gf?
[] have a fling with me?
[] buy me a drink?
[] take me home for the night?
[] Would you let me sleep in your bed?
[] Sing car karaoke w/ me?
[] sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
[] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?
[] be my Valentine?
[] Send me flowers?
[] fuck me?
D0 Y0U...
[] think im cute?
[] want to kiss me?
[] want to cuddle with me?
[] want to hook up with me?
ARE WE...
[] aquintences?
[] friends?
[] in a relationship?
[] gonna have kids?
AM I...
[] smart?
[] cute?
[] funny?
[] cool?
HAVE Y0U EVER...
[] thought about me?
[] thought there might be an "us"?
[] thought about hookin up with me?
[] found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
[] wished i were there?
ARE Y0U...
[] happy you know me?
[] mad at me?
[] thinking about me?
[] going to repost this so that i will return the favor?
[] done with this survey?
**post from myspace**
Selfish Word Blog By nirvana-zeppelin aka randi
at 5:02 PM YDT
almost that day again
Mood:
 special
Now Playing: Unplugged from Alice In Chains
Topic: Random
This tuesday (4.5.05) will the the 11th anerversary of kurt cobain's 'suicide'. ill be lighting candles and wearing my kurt cobain shirt all day and listening to nirvana whenever i get the chance. everyone should light a candle and say a few words for him. he was an awsome man and he didnt deserve to be killed.
**post from myspace**
Selfish Word Blog By nirvana-zeppelin aka randi
at 5:01 PM YDT
Throw Down [the song]
Mood:
 mischievious
Now Playing: Fleetwood Mac, duh
Topic: Random
Throw Down by Fleetwood Mac
He fell for her again, she watched it happen
Every day-- day by day
But more important-- night by night
She watched it all come into play
He held her hands, she listened to what he had to say
Thrown down... like a barricade
Maybe now he could prove to her
That he could be good for her
And they should be together
You've shaken your faith in me, no
You've shaken my faith in everything else
A decision no one makes, and now you're going home
Faith is a hard thing to hold on to
Something inside you says I don't have to
You're not like other people, you do what you want to
You're not like other people, you do what you want to
Thrown down... like a barricade
Maybe now he could prove to her
That he could be good for her
And they should be together
You say you're sorry...
Now you should walk away
But it's so overwhelming,
You have nothing left to say
You can sit outside his door and wait
Well, you can dedicate your pain to him
Oh, thrown down... like a barricade
Maybe now he could prove to her
That he could be good for her
And they should be together
About just how much he never really told her...
Thrown down...
About how difficult it had been to be without her...
Thrown down...
**post from myspace**
Selfish Word Blog By nirvana-zeppelin aka randi
at 4:58 PM YDT
Updated: Wednesday, April 20, 2005 5:00 PM YDT
Throw Down
Mood:
 lazy
Now Playing: VS from Pearl Jam
Topic: Random
Have you ever consider suicide? no, seriously sat down, wrote a note and planned when it would all go down? its a scary feeling, to think that there is no way out of the hole that you probably digged yourself. so many people today sit there and cut and kill themselves for attention, and what ends up happening is they are sent to a mental hospital when there is nothing wrong with them. nothing at all. no depression, no nothing. they just did it for attenion and they get it when there are other people who really do have issues and the cut themselves for pain and they dont want any attenion, but they NEED it. nobody ever knows who these people are, and they are usually the ones you'd never expect. my point is, suicide is not just something you do because you feel upset at the moment. people really do do it and its because they have problems that nobody knows about and every is too busy with those who dont have problems. i will write more later, i have lots to say. ?? Randi
**post from myspace**
Selfish Word Blog By nirvana-zeppelin aka randi
at 4:57 PM YDT
spring break was BORING!
Mood:
accident prone
Now Playing: Strokes
Topic: Random
the title says it all. i didnt do much over break. i went to the beach on monday and got my self burnt like a peice of toast. well, not that bad. and then Lindz and i went to oupa (however you spell it) and we danced on tables and had a good time. then she stayed over my house two nights in a row and i finally went to juipter and spent the night at her house for two nights. gosh, that place is kinda boring but the drama is freakin crazy. oh, and i met Lindz friend Cassy who is so pretty and really sweet, omg, i could die. she makes me feel ugly. ok so i am but thats not the point. anyway, i came home yesterday and worked on my SS fair project which i just finished the research part. and i can almost grind now! a week and i can finally get the front truck on the god damn rail, lol. Lindz and i went to MacDs and some guy started throwing a pissy fit cuz they didnt put two pieces of cheese on his cheese burger. OMFG, I DONT HAVE TWO PIECE. IM GUNNA DIE. AHHH! lol, that was pretty funny. and Lindz was all like 'dude, where the hell is gult. its not that close to your house. how much futher?' and then like after two min of walking from my house im like 'ok, where here' and she was like 'ohhhh, u DO live close' well no shit i said i lived clse to gult! the oh, friday (yesterday) i went to AMC. gosh, that was funny. everyone liked Cassy and thought she was hot cuz she is and they were pantsing my and Cassy and when they did it to her she took spencers jumba juice and threw half of it at him and then he fired back at her and yeah, that was funny. sry lindz and cassy, but it was kinda funny. it got on my too but, ok, ill stop. and then the whole gir sayings 'i love you' and 'to make room for the cupcake'. lol, omg i love giR!! the ring two and the gruge were GAY and not scary. lindz kept screaming and dropping here fone and me and cassy where just laughing. aww, we love you lindz, dont worry. ok, so maybe it wasnt SO boring...
**post from myspace**
Selfish Word Blog By nirvana-zeppelin aka randi
at 4:56 PM YDT
band time! YAY!
Mood:
 energetic
Now Playing: nothing for once
Topic: Random
I have a band, I have a band. Me, LINDZ, Chris, and Nevelle. Hell ya we're gunna be the best. more laterz.
**post from myspace**
Selfish Word Blog By nirvana-zeppelin aka randi
at 4:55 PM YDT
these kids are driving me crazy
Mood:
 irritated
Now Playing: Light my Fire/ People are Strange by the Doors
Topic: Random
im a sweet person, i really am. and im very understanding. and i dont complain a lot, but kids at school, omg, they ANNOY ME SO MUCH THAT I COULD LAY DOWN AND DIE!!!!!!! they are either fake, wigger/n*g*e* buttholes, or just complete biotchy because theyre "cool" and your "uncool"/ i dont care if im cool because being cool is over-rated like many things today. oh, and lets not get me started on the *people* {i kno who they are i just dont care to say} who are spreading crazy rumours that aent true. my friends can believe that they are totally fake because they are not me. and yes people call me a pothead and crackhead [totally not true but not the point] and i dont care, but when you start sayin "shes a junkie" youve gone too far. im about to kick someone's lil ass here.
**post from myspace**
Selfish Word Blog By nirvana-zeppelin aka randi
at 4:53 PM YDT
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